Well, I’m up at 10:30am and it feels horrible (in a good way maybe?).  I have an appointment this morning at 11am so I had to get up.  The worst part about it was as soon as my alarm started going off, in my head I was thinking of excuses so I could call them, cancel, and then go back to sleep.  I finally convinced myself to get up.  I fell asleep around 8:30am so it was a total of about 2 hours of sleep…no wonder I feel so crappy.

Well I’m about to head to sleep.  It’s about 4:30am.  This is an “earlier” sleep time than usual but is still pretty bad.  I need a special airline pass that allows me to fly to different timezones when my sleep gets messed-up.  In all honesty, I really would go somewhere across the world right now for a few weeks if I could afford it.  I know it would at least fix my sleep for a while and would be such a stress-relief.  You have no idea (well maybe you do ;-)) of how much stress this whole thing causes me.